• Welcome to Suicide Consciouness and my Suicide Survivor Story.

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    July 13 and 14 getting ASIST certified by Nova university

    August 10,2018 getting Safe Talk Certified by American Suicide Association.

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    My friends the people I meet my lost angels do not have the ability at times to leave testimonials.  They are more then welcomed to but I do this as a selfless act and I do not need thank yous I just need to know that they are holding on.

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    My life is getting better day by day.  I feel better I have more energy.  I started a plant based vegan diet since my last baker act on 6/26/2018.  For me it has worked immensely.  I continue to help those in need.  Besides the Assist Certification I got Safe Talk certified on 08/10/18 by the American Suicide Association.  So now I hold to certifications ASIST and Safe Talk.  I will continue getting certification to continue to help those in need for free.  Thank you

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    Janet's Suicide Journey. I am a suicide survivor.

    Janet's Suicide Survivor Story

    Hi everyone my name is Janet.  I was left at the hospital as a newborn and was picked up by my maternal grandparents.  Both my parents were drug addicts.  I would like to add that at that time my maternal grandparents lived with my mother and aunt but I still slept with my grandparents until my mother decided to leave with my father as that was her option and she as always chose him instead of me.  But it was mandatory for me to be with them Friday to Sunday.  I was mentally, physically and sexually abused ever since I was three years old.  Yet I managed to have a wonderful life Monday to Thursday with my Mima.  I got married to a wonderful man when I was sixteen and he was 19 years old.  We finished High School, College and university together.  We have 3 beautiful children.  I became a Registered Cardiovascular invasive Specialist and practiced for 10 years.  But at the 10th year I decided to start therapy because I had continuous nightmares of the abuse received.   In therapy they did a treatment called EMDR and it opened up a can of worms.  It is a regression therapy in which your adult self is to go back to that abuse child and help her get out of the situation.  But that did not happen.  I started having severe panic attacks to the point where I was not able to practice any longer.  My life became obsolete and I decided that the only place where I would be safe was my room.  So there I stayed for 7 years.  Until three weeks ago that I got in my knees and prayed so much because the only thing I saw ahead of me was Suicide death.  Therefore, the next day I went and started to look for places where I could hand our flyers of Suicide Statistics and places where you can reach help for free.  I also go door to door asking for donations to try to help out with the people who are in crises.  I opened my own web page in which I do ask for donations so that I can help those in need with not only monetary help but aftercare.  I want to tell the world my story and help those that find themselves worthless as I once did. 

    My Suicide Survivor journey

    My journey as a suicide survivor starts as follow after multiple suicide attempts, Baker Acts and a institutionalized at Renfrew (eating disorder center) and agoraphobia I went to church a  few weeks ago and a guest speaker spoke about death suicide.  I felt as if God was speaking directly to me and so I decided it was time to leave the safety of my room after seven years.  I went bought supplies made a board and headed outside to ask for donations and help people in need of a listening ear.  I found that their still exist good compassionate souls out there.  Little by little I started testing myself and now I am trying to ask for donations seven days ago.  I want you to help me continue my journey with me.  I can't do it without you.  So please accompany me and help share this page.

    Join in my Journey

    Please join me I would like people who need me to call me so  I can connect them with low cost community centers for their mental need.  I would like for you to donate so I can help patient's who are mentally ill with medication and medical treatment.  I am also looking for crisis centers ministries schools companies and jails to hire me at no charge as a guest speaker.  I am ready to help as many people as possible.  Let's say no to Suicide and yes to living.  I will not keep silent anymore it's time to speak up....


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    My services include motivational speaker at companies , churches, schools, jails and individuals.  Also include helping those in need of before care and after care.  Please contact me via text or email jd52280@suicideconsciousness.com so we can set up an appointment for an event.  If you want to donate please do so through the paypal button at the bottom of the website. Thank you

    Presentation and Events

    • May 18 and May 19,2018

    Will be becoming a Registered Behavioral Analyst.

    May 26,2018 Presentation 

    Haitian Nurse Association 

    Mental Disorder Panel

    July 13 and July 14,2018


    Certification to help those that are suicidal out of crisis.

    Motivational Speaker

    I am able to be a guest speaker at schools, colleges, universities, ministrie, crisis centers and jails completel free.  Contact me to schedule an appointment.

    Suicide Statistics for 2015/2016

    Suicide is listed as cause of Death for Adults #10

    42.826 people commit suicide each year

    On average there is 121 suicides daily

    Men die by Suicide 3.5 times more often than woman

    Highest rate of Suicide is middle age adults

    Suicide is the 2nd leading cause of death for ages 10-24.

    Each day in our nation there are an average of over 3470 attempts by young people,

    Contact me at any time of the day I am here for you

    Contact me if you feel depressed if you need some one to talk to please call me.

    I am here because God wants me here you are here for the same reason.  Let's lift our voices and say I am not a victim any more I am a survivor.  Say No to Suicide.  Please go to my Blog link and leave a blog or review you can also watch some of my favorite videos.





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